Thrill.
Walking thorugh the devils door with a rebels soul
Going down to the lowest leveled floor
Hoping these demons who inhabit dont swallow me whole
With a fearless swagger as i dance with the flames
Grooving with my nightmares so fierce with no shame
Heaven must think im crazy but the perception is narrow
The devils advocate unlikely hero
Where do i even begin with confessing my sin
Just a victim of filthy desire, lust, and bad habits
Where the hell has my soul been
As the world spins, im trapped in a whirlwind
I keep my room dim to a mirror a life so grim
All i need in this life of sin; a couple bottles as i watch nature grow and reveal its secret
My giant ego and gentle heart clash
I dont thrive more than the joy i once had
Thats why a new change in life wont last
As i lay on my bed with a filled up glass
Looking out the window watching the clouds drift off
My smile is sincere but my inner self is crisscrossed
Pondering about life and if my ambitions are true
Or is it my ego working giving me something to do
Anything without the passion of heart,
Will eventually swerve crash then fall apart
I always knew that even from the very start
But it was time to grow up in society and play my part
Cant help but desire an adventure so sinful
Simplicity is simple to me, and its that simple
I am not ruthless
I am not heartless, my heart is just in a different place
Beats in a different pace, Hungers for a different taste
Just a young thrill seeker.
hi kenia:) this might sound kind of creepy but we go to the same school & i love everything about you like how you hang out by yourself , smart but still cool & your style & like your a badass I like to try to find you so i could see what your wearing cause its dope & its something new everyday!! sometimes i want to say hi to you but like you seem all quiet & sorta stuck up cause you look rich. hopefully you dont ignore this:)
Hello there,
Aww this is crazy, its only creepy if you dont tell me who you are. But definitely say wassuhp when you see me, i always say sup back. As for the other stuff; not true.
(i'm writing you in your ask box solely because i wanna keep that message. made my day)
yoo, whats up! thanks for the love =) sending it right back at you because i think your blog is rad and entirely genuine... also i just got super stoked that you just messaged me after your rant about these ridiculous overly-hyped blogs. i was sitting here thinking, "well shit... she's still following me, guess im in the clear" hah. hope you're enjoying your friday, mama!
lol! Its good to hear from you! you are so sweet, its been like 3 years, cant believe were still in conctact.
xoxo
